;trigger warning;
- Posted 10월 3, 2016 ( 4년 전 )
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- Tagged: #he raped you #that's sexual assault #i don't understand #i feel so dirty and used #i don't want to be an experiment #i didn't want to do this #i couldn't tell him no anymore but i feel so violated #i regret it and i regret lying to him #i cant hurt him #he'll just hurt himself #but do i protect him or me #is this sexual assault idefk anymore #lol i can't stop crying #they want to protect me #they want to punish him and shun him #but that's not fair to him #he was a friend before any of this happened #he doesn't deserve punishment if i said yes #but i still don't know #if what i said was true #did i #say yes? #did i mean it? #and i cant stand putting him through guilt and pain #but i can't put myself through pain either